Rambling Thought: Under the Shade of A Tree

I just want to lay under the shade of a tree and  talk about life with you.  I want to share a story and hear all of yours.  I want to watch your eyes and your body shift as you remember and reminisce.  I want to know how you felt in those moments or more truthfully what feelings were left to linger from those moments…

I want to know who you were, because I have come to know who you are… And the merge of the two impose that I wish upon a star so I could be a part of your future. 

I want the moments you remember with me to be full of laughter and joy… Immersed in the moment … Vividly revealed because we shared the same space.  I want to help you through your pain and I want to lean on you when I feel the same…

I want to know more about you because it feels like the richest I will ever be… To unlock the treasure trove of the mystery of who you are to me.  I want to sit still at times and be silly in others.  I want to learn from you, about you and with you…

I want to see the world through your eyes so I can understand my own.  I want to grow because of your perspective which I respect the most. 

I want to be the best of me, not to impress you but to let you know who I want to be… For when I fail, I want you to help me see… I want the reflection of me to be in you…

So hard to live this life but I want to know that someone understands and can stand with me… Not just to prop me up but to knock me down and pull me up again. 

In my imperfection… I hope you could love because you loved me when I thought I wasn't enough. 

The more I know you the more I want to know…fascination … I want to challenge you and I want to meet the challenges you pose to me…

I want to look up and see you smiling at me… Because you respect my thoughts… And how I am… I want you to want to be my friend and find joy in my funny ways…

I need someone to appreciate the way I look at the world because it's so lonely to think I'm alone in these thoughts… I need you to appreciate my simplified view on life because that is where there exists the most joy… I want you to know the depth of my thinking is the finding of simplicity… I want you to enjoy that journey to discovering the true meaning of life…

The meaning in my life is found in your smile, in your laughter, in the sparkle of your eye, in the way you react and interact with me… The meaning in my life is in that perfect moment of connection… When the world has nothing more to offer two people but the moment… The meaning of life is that moment of being where all the supposition and imposition are gone and it is two souls at peace and acceptance of one another…   For in those moments you can see God's grace… You can see God's face…